I’m currently listening to Underworld – Crocodile. My release is right around the corner as I depart for Manisha’s heart in ten days. I’m open to the halcyon days ahead and look forward to the fusion of my own life energy with this woman that I love so much.

Osho writes, “Whenever two people meet, a new world is created. Just be their meeting, a new phenomenon comes into existence – which was not there before, which never existed before. And through that phenomenon, both the persons are changed and transformed.”

Osho hints at the intrinstic transformation, but I also look at my encounter with Manisha to be a period in which I can reconnect with my latent creative potentialities. Listening to Crocodile, as I type these words I want to write again. I want to write deep, yet simple reflections in poetic prose . It’s through these sacred days that I share with Manisha Ji that I will write again. Pleasure, Rising, Rising, Rising…

I hear my own soul calling. Tell me do you ever hear you soul calling you? Listen…

Vision, Come On…

December 8, 2008

Sunday night. Aw, Yes… So vision has come on… 

Minimal life updates, but I can say that my winter intrigue is in process. To end the last chapter which was Israel all I can say is that I am haunted by the modernity of Israel. That is, I am particuarly haunted by the modernity of tea culture in the state, which really isn’t a culture at all. Although I was struck by the way in which my hot cups of tea were presented. Key words include: modern, clean & clear mugs, tea bag innovation and particuarly moments experienced at a picturesque cafe  relatively closeto Azrieli Center.

Sound Vision: It’s beautiful  when rain is electronically processed and subsequently amplified with additional tones and drum patterns of some far out culture that I find halcyon. Don’t forget, “Blue Holds Up The Sky”.

So it’s only when you accept yourself deeply, that is –  dig your existence, that you truly can live in this universe as yourself. Otherwise you are second guessing what others think, especially those closest to you. If you dig yourself deeply, then you’re so beyond the ramblings of others that you are capable of existing as your vision. Yes, I write this without green tea in my veins. 

I’m going to call Manisha and see what’s on her mind momentarily. She says she’s getting ready for office. Manisha has undeniably become a soul that deeply attracts my energies. I will return to the land of India this January for adventure, 69, and to share my vision of eternal love. In some ways, as I listen to this Misterons Mix, I am waking up to it all.  I wake up when I can tranverse beyond what others think and believe. These days, I find wet concrete and modern steel structures more natural than soil and seed. Still I refuse to consume meat of animals and remain vegetarian. Even though I still feel that plants do suffer when we eat them regardless of what extent their nervous systems (if that even applies) are capable of experiencing what we call suffering or pain. I just think eating leafy green vegetables is just that more sexier and intelligent. 

Regarding my own sex appeal, it seems my vegetarian ways have left my body that more skinnier.  I’m able to admire the way my body is cut, and my only desire is to toughen up my muscles for added sex appeal. I still feel my own skinniness is a sex virtue, whereas I also find feminine fat to be extremely sexy–that is not overly excessive–but I appreciate a little more on her. I will work on an accelerated workout program over the next month–I want to be in prime sexual fitness. 

No other updates. Vision, Come On…